Yeah, maybe I’m in danger of “blowing my circuits” magically speaking, but I just tried out placing Babalon into the slot where some people put Aiwaz into their LRBP, and am now experiencing this very wonderful sense of bliss. However placing Babalon as an HGA figure could possibly be hazardous on a regular basis, or maybe not….
I’m trying to think of the female equivalent to an Aiwaz, in Crowley’s descriptions Aiwaz is almost like a Genie, or a supernatural Saladin. But in my own interpretation of qabala and tarot I get the message calling out to a female HGA figure, so loud that its impossible to shake off….
Why then have you hated me, you Greeks?
Because I am a barbarian among the barbarians?
For I am the wisdom of the Greeks
and the knowledge of the barbarians.
I am the judgement of the Greeks and of the barbarians.
I am the one whose image is great in Egypt
and the one who has no image among the barbarians.
I am the one who has been hated everywhere
and who has been loved everywhere.
I am the one whom they call Life,
and you have called Death.
I am the one whom they call Law,
and you have called Lawlessness.
I am the one whom you have pursued,
and I am the one whom you have seized.
I am the one whom you have scattered,
and you have gathered me together.
I am the one before whom you have been ashamed,
and you have been shameless to me.